i am complaining about writing once again
May. 22nd, 2022 07:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
instead of actually writing im here once again to just talk ab my writing. ive been doing little monthly check ins in my roundups but i actually feel somewhat motivated to write this month (clearly not That motivated or i would actually be writing) but yeah i started like 4 diff fics this month and i have a few other ideas floating around my head so let me just put them all on here !
im not someone who ever works on more than 1 fic at a time but ive started like 4 fics this month and have finished 0 so idk maybe writing this will help me pick one to actually finish writing.
> jumilric sports: currently writing this one i think i have ab 3k written but its fully planned out and outlined. i started this last month i think and i like the idea and everything but i think its been harder for me to write tbz lately bc they’ve been on break. i think now with come on tbz and she’s the boss and their tour i’ll be more inspired to actually work on this one more. also the fact that i miss eric also makes it hard to write him kinda. anyways i will probably return to this and cut it down a little bc i think it’s gonna be around 12k when its done w the plot i have outlined rn but i can shave it down a bit :D
> gyuhan drabbles: i think my problem w writing rn is that i want to write but none of my current wips/ideas are actually interesting enough to me rn to actually make me wanna sit down and consistently write so i either start a bunch of new wips or dont write. so i started writing a few drabbles bc i love gyuhan and wanted to write them and these came along pretty well! i think i might post them on here if i ever decide to post them but i do wanna write a few more bc drabbles are so good for getting back into writing.
> baeheonseung canon comp: do not ask me why i wanted to write verivery fic all of a sudden but here i am,, w a pairing that barely has 1 fic in the tag lol. i wrote like 200 words for this last night and im actually inspired,,, so hopefully i will just sit down and write this entire thing some time in the next few days,,, bc it should only be like 2k when completed.
and thats the end of the currently writing section. you may think that ive only started 3 fics and that its not even that many But i never start a second fic until the first is finished so im really struggling out here.
> gyuhan canon comp: this one is just an idea that i barely even have fleshed out but it would be angsty if i ever wrote it and thats why i like thinking about it.
> sangric ceo/pizza boy: another old idea that ive recently been thinking about again. this one would also definitely be a shorter oneshot, probably just 1k so that’s another idea ive been thinking about starting recently lol.
usually the way i write is a specific idea takes up all my thoughts and then i finally give in and just focus on writing that fic till its done then rinse and repeat but the problem is that none of my ideas are inspiring me like that T__T. i think the closest is baeheonseung so i will just write that one first honestly lol. i have like 9 days of may left so hopefully i will have something written by the time i write my roundup for this month :D